Tarrlok (
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trustfell2017-11-04 06:30 pm
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how am i going to be an optimist about this?
[Almost as soon as the trial lets out, Tarrlok kind of... tears off to the kitchen, because he's mildly concerned that he's going to experience an adrenaline crash before he even starts cooking, and so he begins! He starts on some tea, marinating some beef for kebabs... but he feels like he's forgetting something...
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OH SHIT. HE FORGOT TO PUT NOTES OUT OKAY FUCK HANG ON LET HIM REHASH SOMETHING HE THOUGHT WAS FUNNY AND SHOVE IT UNDER PEOPLE'S DOORS BEFORE ANYTHING BURNS]
FOOD IN EAT PLACE
[okay whew he makes it back to the kitchen. And so does Yuri at some point, actually! So... Tarrlok will be getting kebabs ready for everyone, since he was hungry for them, Yuri confirmed, and Cabanela said he'd have whatever he'd have. Speaking of, Cabanela shows up to make some chicken soup! And Yuri makes curry, teriyaki chicken, and steamed vegetables. So there's a little something for everyone. The food that gets put out isn't super fancy, but it's nice, and there's tea just like Elda wanted.
So have at, then!]
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OH SHIT. HE FORGOT TO PUT NOTES OUT OKAY FUCK HANG ON LET HIM REHASH SOMETHING HE THOUGHT WAS FUNNY AND SHOVE IT UNDER PEOPLE'S DOORS BEFORE ANYTHING BURNS]
FOOD IN EAT PLACE
[okay whew he makes it back to the kitchen. And so does Yuri at some point, actually! So... Tarrlok will be getting kebabs ready for everyone, since he was hungry for them, Yuri confirmed, and Cabanela said he'd have whatever he'd have. Speaking of, Cabanela shows up to make some chicken soup! And Yuri makes curry, teriyaki chicken, and steamed vegetables. So there's a little something for everyone. The food that gets put out isn't super fancy, but it's nice, and there's tea just like Elda wanted.
So have at, then!]
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[ she makes to poke Rin in the cheek. ]
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My sister. [...] I'll ask you just this once: was it only a whim that made you declare you'd save her, or did you really mean that?
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Does it matter? [ She smirks ] You're the one going on about my sincerity. I said it, and so I'll do it.
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Zouken has lived a long time; his magics are likely very powerful. He's also a man so despicable even that fake priest was offended by his existence. I'd never heard him hate someone so viscerally before.
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There are many things I have to see to when I get home. Unless I can take appropriate whatever ability the Coordinators have to control time and space, it's likely I won't be coming back to Japan for a while.
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Alright, I'll make sure I can manage that, then.
[ She... ]
I was going to say that'd be the first person I've actually killed, but I guess I've voted here every time.
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Don't be stupid.
[She brushes a lock of her hair behind her shoulder.]
Whether it's sending nine of our number to their deaths or not acting sooner ourselves, We're not decent enough people to mourn over what's already done.
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[ It's said perhaps more sharply than it need to be. But then, right now, she's still reeling from the fact that Sayaka is dead. She doesn't have any conte-- no, that's not true. She has plenty of context for it. But it's a coiling, dark feeling which seems to threaten to kill her at any moment. She curls up a little more on the bed, hugging her knees as she shifts up. ]
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[It's why she specified those two things, to separate it all. But fair enough.]
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It's not like there's blood, you know. Could've been you I connected with.
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[/cue inappropriate laugh track.]
I mean, I was happy for both of you, but how did the calling you mom thing even start? Even adopted kids take a little time to warm up, I thought.
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[ But from Elda's tone, she's not going to murderously silence Rin (as Rin knows she's well capable of) as much as just hold out a claw at the girl's face for a long moment before she relents and exhales. ]
... That fool of a girl never had a mother. I'm nice to her for a month and she just lets it slip at an emotional moment. In truth, it began with her wishful thinking.
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"...That fool of a girl never had a mother."]
...She told me about her mother and father a few weeks ago, when I was braiding her hair. Back then, she sounded so wistful for a happy family like mine—a mother like mine—that I didn't haven't the heart to elaborate more.
It must have been love she craved, more than anything.
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[ Her fingers curl into a fist and then uncurl, flexing outwards.
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[Rin considered Sayaka her friend, but she knew she couldn't help her in the same way she could Shirou. But that was okay, because she knew Sayaka had so many people in her corner. Those two in particular.]
She said things about herself that frustrated me sometimes, but I could tell how much happier she was with you.
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She'd only just begun to! I was just getting started! She--
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She's not gone for good just yet. You can still see her!
[They're the ones who said they'd bring everyone back, right? That means they can't talk like the dead are gone for good.]
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[ And she... she couldn't do anything. She was sympathetic to the murder at the end, or at least reigned in her hatred? She... She... ]
I can be permitted to mourn some!
[ Because she...
She failed her. ]
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