bloodisthicker: equalists attacking, bloodbending the-uhhhh... (rough day man)
Tarrlok ([personal profile] bloodisthicker) wrote in [community profile] trustfell2017-11-04 06:30 pm

how am i going to be an optimist about this?

[Almost as soon as the trial lets out, Tarrlok kind of... tears off to the kitchen, because he's mildly concerned that he's going to experience an adrenaline crash before he even starts cooking, and so he begins! He starts on some tea, marinating some beef for kebabs... but he feels like he's forgetting something...

...

OH SHIT. HE FORGOT TO PUT NOTES OUT OKAY FUCK HANG ON LET HIM REHASH SOMETHING HE THOUGHT WAS FUNNY AND SHOVE IT UNDER PEOPLE'S DOORS BEFORE ANYTHING BURNS]


FOOD IN EAT PLACE

[okay whew he makes it back to the kitchen. And so does Yuri at some point, actually! So... Tarrlok will be getting kebabs ready for everyone, since he was hungry for them, Yuri confirmed, and Cabanela said he'd have whatever he'd have. Speaking of, Cabanela shows up to make some chicken soup! And Yuri makes curry, teriyaki chicken, and steamed vegetables. So there's a little something for everyone. The food that gets put out isn't super fancy, but it's nice, and there's tea just like Elda wanted.

So have at, then!]
heritrix: 1804-41-4a24 (da fuck is this chickenscratch)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-10 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
...Honestly, it always weirded me out.

[/cue inappropriate laugh track.]

I mean, I was happy for both of you, but how did the calling you mom thing even start? Even adopted kids take a little time to warm up, I thought.
matchbreaker: (MY NUTS)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-11 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh this is not the time to start with that.

[ But from Elda's tone, she's not going to murderously silence Rin (as Rin knows she's well capable of) as much as just hold out a claw at the girl's face for a long moment before she relents and exhales. ]

... That fool of a girl never had a mother. I'm nice to her for a month and she just lets it slip at an emotional moment. In truth, it began with her wishful thinking.
heritrix: (we own this town)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-12 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
[I mean, it would seem more threatening if Elda hadn't literally just admitted she's never actually killed someone before. For a split second she looks unimpressed, but it's actually the talk of Sayaka that wipes that look from her face.

"...That fool of a girl never had a mother."]


...She told me about her mother and father a few weeks ago, when I was braiding her hair. Back then, she sounded so wistful for a happy family like mine—a mother like mine—that I didn't haven't the heart to elaborate more.

It must have been love she craved, more than anything.
matchbreaker: (I refuse to be forgotten)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-12 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
She did. She didn't really even understand what that really was, but she sure did.

[ Her fingers curl into a fist and then uncurl, flexing outwards.
heritrix: (moment of truth)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-12 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I know she felt it here; everyone loves her, but you and Alex especially.

[Rin considered Sayaka her friend, but she knew she couldn't help her in the same way she could Shirou. But that was okay, because she knew Sayaka had so many people in her corner. Those two in particular.]

She said things about herself that frustrated me sometimes, but I could tell how much happier she was with you.
matchbreaker: (Scream and cry)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-12 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She... Elda's gaze casts down, and she- She curls back up. She needs to be out of this infirmary, she needs to be out of this building. She needs to ... She needs to get out of this place. She can't do this anymore, she can't handle this anymore. She punches the side of the bed, and she knows she's going to cry again. ]

She'd only just begun to! I was just getting started! She--
Edited 2017-11-12 21:10 (UTC)
heritrix: (grump)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-12 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[How does she even respond to this?]

She's not gone for good just yet. You can still see her!

[They're the ones who said they'd bring everyone back, right? That means they can't talk like the dead are gone for good.]
matchbreaker: (with cruel and merciless intent)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-12 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't you quote me back at me! She's dead. She died in front of me!

[ And she... she couldn't do anything. She was sympathetic to the murder at the end, or at least reigned in her hatred? She... She... ]

I can be permitted to mourn some!

[ Because she...

She failed her. ]
heritrix: (grimace)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-14 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not saying you can't, just don't treat it like she's gone for good!
matchbreaker: (If we die like trampled flowers)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-14 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ she... ]

I should have been there. Been faster.
heritrix: (be happy dammit)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-15 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[No.]

Why weren't you?
matchbreaker: (Look I re-did it!)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
Chance. Happenstance. I'm always slow in the mornings.

[ And she's going to stand now. She can't be in this infirmary any more. ]
heritrix: (concern)

1/2

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[What a painful thing. Nothing good would have come out of it if Elda had been there, of course. Pragmatically, she knows that, just as her heart knows that's not the real problem.

And then Elda rises. Is that the end of the conversation, then? Rin watches while saying nothing, and supposes it is.]
heritrix: (turn)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[...No. She realizes it as soon as Elda's left the room, pushing up to stand herself. She can't let it go like that. So out the door she goes, looking quick for the vampire. Where is she headed?]
matchbreaker: (tbh im not sure if the above is better)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well for now? She needs to go issue that speech in the dining room at the party proper. The infirmary stuff was set before it, right? I mean we can bullshit timelines though.

So.

SHRUGS. ]
heritrix: (westside story)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[BULLSHITTING TIMELINES IT IS. And we'd kind of have to what with Luca over there. So fast forward? Once the speech was made, Rin would have backed off some.]
matchbreaker: (Adam West Show)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ DEAL.

... Then she's going to be slowly, tiredly, heading back to her room. She's getting something out of there after having played piano for some time to decompress further, and...

By now she's reading Sayaka's note. ]
heritrix: (o-oh...)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 06:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Rin's making an honest effort to speak to everyone still left alive in the building tonight, so following their spar in the dojo, she's probably just received the letter Sayaka left for her from Yuri herself.

"I've always really admired you, Tohsaka-san; you really do have a way with people that even I don't, and I don't think I ever really got to say that I appreciated that about you."

Reading those words privately, Rin bites her lip and folds the letter away, intending to take it back downstairs. It's so strange Sayaka would say that about her, when those are the very words she could have said to the older girl herself.]


Honestly, I envy your ability to touch people's hearts...

[Yes. She'd say it just like that if she could. Will someday, maybe. Wiping her eyes, Rin doesn't let herself cry as she exits the stairwell. The kitchen is closed by now, so she has to take the long way around walking back to the dorms, instead of cutting straight across.]
matchbreaker: (Honestly this was better zoomed)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly, the old vampire is dragging her heels by now. this letter is just...

... It's terrible, it's stabbing her over and over again with every step. It's in no way preparing her for what she needs to do next, in order to really close the book on everything that has happened today and everything that she promised today.

She didn't slap Kyrie. Sorry. Sorry SORRY...

" For the first time in years, I felt alive. And I'm thankful--so, so thankful--that you gave me that chance. Thank you so much, for allowing me to live, and encouraging me to live to my fullest. I think I was finally beginning to understand you, clearly. "

... yes, begun. She's only just begun. She's --

dead.

She's dead. ]


You stupid... stupid girl.
heritrix: (walk this way)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
[On the way back to her room, Rin stops by the storage room to pick up an extra blanket. Maybe it's just because she's unhappy, but it feels cold tonight.

With the blanket bundled in her arms, then, she makes her way back through the dorms.]
matchbreaker: (tbh im not sure if the above is better)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Elda ends up keeping Sayaka's letter in hand, but she has another little envelope in hand now, and she's walking again, slowly, out from her room and-

... Oh.

There's Rin. ]


Hah, of course you'd still be out.
heritrix: (shoulder)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Rin doesn't even look wary, though she does hold the blanket in her arms closer to herself.]

Yeah. I'll be making it a habit from here on out.
matchbreaker: (Notre Dame)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah...? Perhaps I should have seen you on Thursday night.

[ she wishes she had seen Kyrie. that whole trap was...

She grips the notes a little tighter, crumpling the corners. And she sighs as she makes to try to let go of her sorrow, anger, ... anything?

she doesn't know what to do with her face. But she's going to intend to walk past Rin. ]
heritrix: (grump)

[personal profile] heritrix 2017-11-16 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
[From here on, Elda. Jesus.]

What's that supposed to mean?
matchbreaker: (I refuse to be forgotten)

[personal profile] matchbreaker 2017-11-16 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing, at this point.

[ Inhale, exhale. Don't... cry. Don't rage. Don't...

She doesn't even know what she's doing other than walking to the incinerator, still rereading this stupid note. ]

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